it's a dead man's party

so i said below (lol) that i was debating doing a timeline for bn but as it turns out, past me did something great!!! she already did all the heavy lifting so all i gotta do is post the results of my hard work here for nobody but me to ever see.

loved playing at bn, i know there was drama by the end but god looking back i just feel miserable about not being able to finish owen's stuff up. i haven't even looked at what happened after he left bc i know i would cry lmfao.

for those of you who might see this and not know and were wondering, my family life basically imploded between me graduating college in 2010 and my mom dying in 2012. sooo i ended up juggling 3 games, however many muses, and all that emotional baggage. and then i didn't get therapy until 2020!!! so you know how it is. i definitely wasn't doing hot by the end and I'm still wishy-washy on some days, BUT i know i loved playing owen with my friends. i wish i could go back in time and finish things properly BUT THATS LIFE I GUESS (i say as if I'm not tearing up at the idea)

anyway here are all the links of owen at bete noire in chrono order. i think past me did a pretty good job but if you happen to see something missing that you desperately remember please let me know. actually just let me know if you see this, i would be stoked to know.

( owen you pathetic sack of shit )

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Jack told Candy it was my birthday. It stands to reason then that this is the last one I get, because there's no way he would have even remembered it if it weren't for that fact. Well, no, he would've, because he's a prat, but I know from the way he talks to me...

I think I'm supposed to feel a bit more about this than I do. Because I know I'm not going to be here next year, I'm not going to be anywhere next year, and I know what's waiting for me after I die, just like what Suzie said, that there's something Dark out there. And I feel like I should be making preparations.

Obviously I should be. Nobody to give any of my crap to, not here, but. I can arrange it so the rent's paid on my flat for a few years, give Elektra and Candy the keys and let them use that whenever they need to. Especially Candy. Probably should tell her about this. I don't want it sprung on her, or on anyone I know. But it's not like i'll be able to make some kind of announcement to them on my birthday; i'm going to be a sorry enough sight without ruining their moods completely. and it's probably pretty obvious to some of them. it's not like i made much of an effort to hide it when i was trying to figure it out.

i feel like i should talk to ianto but i don't know why. like hell i'm going to show off the fact that i'm not ready. better to just pretend it's not going to happen, at least until after this party. which is a shit idea, and i should have refused more, but

i just hope its quick i guess so long as its not a weevil that does me in i should be ok.

story of my ife here. ge teverything going somewhat like it should and then... bam. god i wish i knew what happens to tosh.

need to go out and work the shakes outta my hands

You get called away to investigate something in the Himalayas for a week and you come back to everyone having gone mad.

What did I miss?

And before you ask, I hate outdoorsy activities. This includes, but is not limited to, camping, mountain climbing and tolerating snowy weather. Just so we're all clear, here, I did not have a good time.


((OOC: ...I figured this would be a good a time as any to put Owen through some canon-moving, getting him more geared up for season 2. And to explain why he didn't respond to any of the entries from the virus. :x TELL HIM WHAT HAPPENED YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO))

I've decided that it'd be way easier if I just smudged around with the timeline as I've had it with Owen. So, from now on, his timeline will be synched with the real world.

He'll be going through the end of series 1 within the second week of January, when I've got time (and a potential Tosh???) to give him traumatic posts about Diane.

BTW, a formal heads-up regarding series 2 events will be posted later on as I move closer towards Reset. :)